This sounds a little tautological, but it makes sense to me.
I have a doctor appointment coming up. I am worried that they won’t give me treatment or help that I need. Not that I want, that I need. I am trying to accept that I can only do so much, and that ultimately they have power over me and can control my access to medications, tests, and treatments. I am trying to radically accept that even if I do my best in this doctor appointment and am clear, assertive, and friendly, that they could deny me. So, I am trying to focus on what I can do.
Something over Nothing 
Lovely to see a post from you! I hope you’re able to get what you need from the doctor’s appointment.
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Thank you!! 🙂 Nice to hear from you!!
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I hope that you get what you need at the appointment. Wish self advocacy isn’t so necessary with doctors
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Thank you. Yes, it’s annoying that it’s like this.
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Non attachment to outcomes allows flexibility and intentional use of energy. We respect this plan
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Thank you 🙂 Yes good point, it does allow me to be more intentional!
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You are your own best advocate!!! No one knows you as well as you do.
If they do not hear you, keep trying. Prayers
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Thank you 💕
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